I just woke up from a horrible dream! I dreamed I was at my friends' church, the church where I went to preschool. My mom and Roland. were there and we were sitting in a big auditorium waiting for some kind of Vacation Bible School program maybe? Anyways, I went to the bathroom and I heard Ivey crying in the nursery across the hall. I was supposed to get her back from her flu evacuation after the service. I went in to get her early. She looked so big sitting on the floor with two pigtails, crying. She wouldn't come to me. She wouldn't come to me to the point that they didn't believe I was her mother and wouldn't let me have her. I had to go get my mom to go in and get her, instead.
I hope I can get her back tomorrow. I hope I can get the boys back soon. I can't take much more of this... In the past 5 weeks, I have been away from them more than I have been with them. I believe they have been away from me for something like 3 1/2 weeks. Maybe some people can handle that... I, obviously, cannot.
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